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brokenstardust
Sleepless nights and endless days
 
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Different Places

So today I started McNeese! Omg! First off there was no were to park! I have an 8 am class at it was 7:57 And I still was driving around looking for someplace to park, so finally I said screw it and parked at McDonald. We aren't suppose to do that cuz our car eill get towed, but o well i was late. I was 5 mins late for my first class on my first day of college...oh boy! Then it wasn't to bad. If I get the parking thing down I'll be fine. But it was so awesome, just walking around campus talking to people. Wow...talk about a new experience. I am so stoked!!!



and i said "i've gotta be honest
i've been waiting for you all my life."
for so long i thought i was asylum bound,
but just seeing you makes me think twice.
and being with you here makes me sane,
i fear i'll go crazy if you leave my side.
you've got wits...you've got looks,
you've got passion but are you brave enough to leave with me tonight?

tonight.
tonight.
but you've got me...

 
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Last days of summer...

but my God,
it's so beautiful when the boy smiles.

Don’t go you know you will break my heart
She won’t love you like I will
I’m the one who’ll stay
When she walks away
And you know I’ll be standing here still
College in 3 days! AHHH!
Growing up and moving on, this could be the saddest song...
Lifes like an hour glass glued to the table...
To the one who holds my awaiting heart
I just want to tell you how I feel. I've told you so many times though.
Am I something that you like waiting around for? Is she giving you all
that you need? I could give you so much more. She is nothing, god she
won't even let you go out with us. My heart is in the bottom of your hands.
It waits there to take a stand. I don't know how much more waiting I can take.
Life is calling, and I can't wait. Beautiful boy I must tell you, you are such a
heartbreaker and you know it. Someone should shoot you. Whatever love is, its happening
but I can't wait for it to collide. I told you how I felt, you said the same. But now no word from you.
What is a girl to think? All I have to say, is I am not sitting around for a heartbreak, I am
moving on. If you can't make a decision, than maybe this is all wrong. I hope you are happy
with her. Tell her she is a lucky girl. But someday you'll be sitting around wondering
what could of happened, if you had chosen me?
His heart is next to yours
but who can tell where his mind is?
 
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So I haven't talk to you in awhile, such a secret, that I can't even talk to you...

As for now I'm gonna hear the saddest songs

and sit at home and wonder,

how your making out.

I miss you, yeh thats right. I miss you..there I said it.

One mistake´s all it takes
And your life has come undone
Walk away cause you´re breaking up the girl
It´s a drag
I know it´s hard
But you´re tearing her apart
Walk away cause you´re breaking up the girl

I LOVE YOU!!!!!


 
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Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up

Today I went to get my books for college. OMG! can you say expensive. I am going to be totally broke now. I went by myself and it was just real ya know. I mean I am going to college, my life is about to change and i am doing this all on my own now. Its crazy. I felt all grown up...lol. I start school the 22nd and I am stoked, but kind of nerves. Me and Laura Beth are going to Olive Garden tonight to see Zack and eat. I am taking her out cuz she leaves to go to college in another city in like 4 or 5 days. I am going to miss her so much! I mean the past 5 years we have been inseperatable. Now she is going 2 hours away,,but still its going to be weird not having her there. Well wish me luck.




"It's not easy, being alone. when you're so far away, and i call this place home"

i am hopeful,
but the situations hopeless


Its so hard to say goodbye, when you know its along time before you get to say hello



well i may have your heart,
but she has your body!!!

No broken dreamss - unspoken words
 
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I think I love you so what am I so afraid of
and i thought it was strange
you said everything changed
you felt
as if you'd just woke up
and you said,
this is the first day of my life,
I'm glad i didn't die before i met you
but now i don't care i could go anywhere
with you
and i'd probably be happy.
behind that smile, he escapes himself, with her he can't be anything, with me he can be everything....
I have to work from 3:30 to 7:30 today. Yippee...NOT! Anyway....then afterwards I may go hang out with people. Last night we all rode around till like 11. Fun times. Escpecially the part were I almost ran into the light pole comming out of burger king..haha. Either Monday or Tuesday me and Laura Beth are going to do something before she leaves for college to LC. Shes says I have to splurge on my diet and eat everything, cuz it wouldn't be fun without a starbucks. but blah I am fat. o well..when somebody says starbucks i cant turn it down..lol.
"I am not falling for you, I am passed falling, I've done hit the floor."--2 a.m the other night....
You and I should get away for a while, i just want to be alone with your smile
He will miss me when I am gone....
No broken dreamss - unspoken words
 
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